After talking to my counsler who is helping me out find a job when I finished college, I feel like nothing is going right for me. I feel so alone and I need help, but I have to do things on my own. I feel so afraid, confuse, and tired that when I tried to think, my brain hurts. I need to pick a major that would helped me out in the future and I feel art won't helped me in the future because of the competition in it. I'm not sure if I can survive thinking on my own and because I think too hard, I feel sick and tired as if I'm too weak.

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